Fading away. 12/22/12

I'm standing in the rain, waiting on you, every song's lyrics whisper your name in my ear. Each word lingers and reminds me of my fears. You could be coming to save me, but most likely I'll be the one falling on my knees. The reminders of your smell will wash away and the tingles of your touches will slowly disappear. Words you gently stuck in my ear will find their escape route. Memories will slide by faster than the time I spent with you. Soon you'll take it all away.

Home 12/21/12

I fell in love with this place called home, the only place I ever thought I wanted to leave, it's taken hold of my hand and led me gently down this path of healing. Everyday has opened my eyes; I've shed those lost tears; I've placed my trust in the familiarity of something that used to be my biggest fear; this place has officially confused me. Family is why I want to stay and build from what I'm so comfortable with. Questions linger when I'm searching for my new step. Every fallen leaf, every rain drop, every mountain view keeps me contained. Then there's those nights with you. Are you my meant to be; are you the home for me? Every lingering kiss, every smile pressed on my lips, every early morning, every thing about you keeps me around. I just don't know if we're going anywhere farther from where we left it last time.